The foundational principle of our Order's view
on Homosexuality hinges on whether we are truly androgynous, or simply
pseudo-androgynous because we are separated from our opposites whilst in
these fallen worlds. There are of course many schools that teach we are
truly and eternally male and female as we are now - in this world, and
that such reflects the true nature of the Gods and Goddesses above. Our
Order teaches that we are indeed androgynous, but that our present androgynous
nature is a product of the fall of the Primal Pair and not an eternal condition.
We teach male female balance, but in a different manner than the androgynous
pattern put forth by many. This belief has certain contradictions
with a belief in the eternal validity of the male male sexual bond and
of our present androgynous condition. We do not wish to be offensive toward
anyone's sexual preferences and believe that intimacies between adults
are their own private affair. We do, however, represent a certain Path
that is focused upon the male female union, and must remain true to that
Path by expounding the divine principles behind those unions that generate
new Life.
The Order of Nazorean Essenes does not condemn
homosexual relationships or homosexuals, as one will hopefully glean from
our few public pronouncements. The unique circumstances and situations
that some people find themselves in precludes us from saying categorically
that such and such is a sin or a bad idea. Perhaps something that
would be a drawback to one may catapult another past some block into a
new spiritual world. Our view is that humanity is quite sick psychologically
and spiritually, and as with physical sicknesses, sometimes certain strong
herbs or poisons can help restore balance to the soul. In light of this,
certain acts that go against basic principles of our Order may indeed be
necessary for someone in their particular situation. The Order can
not condone such activities, yet neither can she condemn them if done beyond
her auspice. Heterosexual relationships are, for the most part, founded
on impure principles, as are homosexual ones, in our view. Neither, nor
celibacy, are pure. For everyone, whether gay, celibate or heterosexual,
is in need of enlightenment and refinement according to Nazirutha.
So being gay does not necessarily make one
more impure than a non gay person, since all are impure, nor does being
heterosexual make one more spiritual than a homosexual. To gain purity
one needs experience and growth in compassion and wisdom, which may indeed
come, at least in part, from gay or non gay interaction. So our emphasis
is not in mandating a certain type of human relationship, at least in the
beginning, or condemning one form of such. Nevertheless, to fulfil our
heavenly mandate we must focus on, and promote, our ultimate aim - which
is enlightenment and the "marriage" program that leads ever nearer to it.
Certainly many modern movements and some ancient
Gnostic groups were known for promoting all types of sexuality and experience
as useful, but our Order is not of this persuasion. Defying the archons
of the lower worlds and their laws is not enough we feel, for one must
also promote and become goodness and achieve a fulness of either Ziwa or
Noorah light. One must also refine and rechannel the divergent and imperfect
energies within the psyche, which we associate with the 7 and the 12. Eventually
these various energies are distilled down to two very important ones -
Ziwa (yang light) and Noorah (yin light). The Order's position is that
the Primordial Oneness manifests as these two principles, which in turn
manifest as male and female.
To return to the Oneness (the goal of Nazirutha),
one must pass through the gate of perfectly balanced male and female light
energies. Since this is the ultimate goal, the ultimate vision or ideal
is of perfect Noorah creatures (Shkinta goddesses) and perfect Ziwa
creatures (Uthra gods) abiding in a state of spiritual oneness but also
in physical diversity. A fully enlightened Buddha-Uthra is both male and
female because they are (when joined) both a male and female, not because
each of them is a hermaphrodite or androgynous mix of ziwa and noorah within
their individual selves when not in intimate union.
The foundational texts of our Order are full
of divine beings of both sexes inhabiting heaven. And they constantly describe
states of perfection in fertility terms. The key to divine transformation
lies in the intermingling of these two forms of light that were unbalanced
in the beginning. Both energies are in both sexes of course, but our goal
is to increase one form of that energy within us, and then marry it to
the opposite energy that has been accentuated in another of the opposite
sex. Unlike some celibate schools, Nazirutha does not teach that ultimate
perfection can be achieved by balancing both energies within the subtle
body without an outside helpmate.
So a basic premise of Nazoreanism is that one
needs to develop into as much of one form of light as possible, either
Noorah or Ziwa so that later on this light can be merged with its opposite
in tantric union. Because of certain physical limitations, we do not believe
it is possible for a soul in a male body to develop into a complete Noorah
creature, or vice versa. Maybe a ziwa soul is in a noorah body, but if
so, their progress in this incarnation will have some ceiling eventually.
A soul in a male body who is attracted to ziwa (male) energy is not necessarily
wrong for pursuing such, but our teaching is that they will never attain
full Ziwahood by homosexual union.
We teach that all pearl souls were created
either ziwa (male) or noorah (female). These energies have become impure
and muddled as we descended into darkened universes to gain experience.
The way back out is to figure out which type of soul we are, and to re-achieve
a fullness of that energy and then eternally merge it with an opposite
expression - becoming one soul in two or more bodies. As Yeshu said: Male
with the female, neither male nor female. Since this is the goal, the Order
can not but emphasize the male female union which she sees as so indispensable
for higher transformation. It may not be too terribly important for a very
long time, or for many incarnations, but eventually as we enter the end
of our journey it become the pivotal point, the opus dei of Nazirutha.
We do understand that males with males unbalances
certain subtle energy flows, but this is not the real problem. The pressing
point is that we need to be fully attracted to the opposite sex at some
future point before we can fully merge into perfection. For a gay person,
this cannot be achieved by simply ignoring very real same sex attractions,
or by forcing oneself to engage in heterosexual intimacy that may feel
unattractive, unnatural or disgusting, but it can be achieved by living
a natural spiritual life to the best of ones ability, and moving slowly
ahead one degree of Nazirutha at a time, life after life - or even in one
lifetime, until we find ourselves naturally and irresistibly drawn into
eternal union with our Dmuta (soul reflection, or other half).
The whole question hinges on whether we can
be complete by ourselves, or if we need others or are part of others unawares.
The mystery of the Living Soul is vast. Are we really ourselves, or simply
a semiconscious part of a bigger self. Nazirutha answers this question
in part by declaring that we split from our other half when we descended
down, and that we must reunite with that missing half in order to ascend
up once again. We must find our soul mate(s) and merge with them, then
and only then will we be complete. We may have many temporary relationships
and partial mergers preparatory to that time, but these are all just rungs
in a ladder that must lead to eternal bondings. If some of these are homosexual
in nature, so be it, but our Order cannot encourage such since we teach
that the ultimate and last union, the union that abides forever, must be
a perfect melting of anima and animus, male with female, ziwa and noorah.
The essence of our teachings, although founded
on compassion, must remain centered on the types of union which lead
toward a perfect union of male and female. Homosexuals that understand
that this is, and shall remain, our focus are fully welcome within the
Order and its Priest(ess)hood.
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